A dedication to you mummy.

I wish for just one more time to see your face, looking at your photo is just not enough,

I wish just once more to hug you close.

I can still remember the last hug i gave you was the 1st day i saw you in hospital, Wednesday 3rd March 2004.

You were so weak.

So different from the last time I saw you, when you were strong and healthy and you hug me tightly, ironically also a Wednesday 17th Dec 2003 The day I left you at the airport.

I wish with all my heart to go back in time and re-do every action & every word that i had said that had caused you hurt.

I wish that the day i became a mother myself that you were there with me,

but,... you were not and you will never be here again.

I wish with every fibre of my body to be able to wish you a Happy Mother's day you your sweet face, instead of standing over your grave and reminising all those Mother's days we spent together before and wondering if you know that I love you Mummy, and I miss you so very much, that 5 years is still not long enough to lessen the pain of losing you.

But as a mother too now, I know how much you love me, how much you love us your children.

You showed us your love with all your care and strugle to bring us up.

I wish when my turn comes too, my daughter knows how much I love her, just as I know how much you love me.

Happy Mother's Day, Mummy, Rest in peace.